There was a scene in Mad forest which again reminded me of the ‘My Boy Jack’ film I had previously discussed. It is this concept of showing the emotion of the man as a group that I am interested in, this idea hat we are all different aspects of hi.. and the thought process of a human being that is so complex and can be explored but never truly understood as it is individual.. the man.. the mixed emotion of the man.. the intensity of complex hope, realization, and inner turmoil that must be attached to a dream doomed to fail.. the self denial.. the despair.. the freedom to explore something forbidden within the society in which he is living, release.. realisation of his destiny.. acceptance of what is to come.. the characteristics of this process portrayed by us all, each though that must have run through his mind a thousand a second on the moment of flight (death) , is he reaching , searching, or in complete desperation ending.. Is he blinded by hope, fooling himself in the belief that the contraption will work.. that he will fly to a new world.. (is he sacrificing himself it to the world of God.. although to do this in a religious context he would only be condemning himself to hell, )
Is his feeling that death controlled and performed by himself is less painful.. physically and emotionally than death under oppression, is he aware of all these emotions in his workings out, are they an exploration of the emotion attached to suicide.. the contraption will never work the contraption is the end.. the hypothesis is desperation within the confides of oppression the experiment is a search fro strength to conclude in the only way that is possible.. the result is revolt in self sacrifice?